The unknown Fear

THE UNKNOWN FEAR

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I was feeling so good, so wonderful!

Then all of a sudden,

this painfully horrifying fear...struck me.

It is a fear worse than one bought on by a nightmare

because

I am awake. So, I am scared...oh so scared!

It is a fear that makes me want to cry, but stops the tears.

It is a fear that makes me want to scream, but when I try,

no sound emits.

I cry and cry, scream and scream, but no tears and sound is released.

I know that I am afraid, and what I am afraid of is real.

I know it is definitely there. It even lets me know it is there and to be feared.

I just don't know what it is I fear...it won't reveal itself to me!

Therefore, I do not know why this fear exist.

Is it a fear of Justice or injustice?

Is it something I have forgotten... or recalled...but not yet aware?

All I know is that this unknown fear is there!

Maybe knowing this fear is present should be comfort enough.

Maybe not!

At least I can I-dentify it as...an unknown fear.