THE
UNKNOWN FEAR
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I was feeling so
good, so wonderful!
Then all of
a sudden,
this painfully
horrifying fear...struck me.
It is a fear worse than one
bought on by a nightmare
because
I am awake. So,
I am scared...oh so scared!
It
is a fear that makes me want to cry, but stops the tears.
It
is a fear that makes me want to scream, but when I try,
no
sound emits.
I
cry and cry, scream and scream, but no tears and sound is released.
I
know that I am afraid, and what I am afraid of is real.
I
know it is definitely there. It even lets me know it is there and
to be feared.
I
just don't know what it is I fear...it won't reveal itself to me!
Therefore,
I do not know why this fear exist.
Is
it a fear of Justice
or injustice?
Is
it something I have forgotten... or recalled...but not yet aware?
All I know is that
this unknown fear is there!
Maybe
knowing this fear is present should be comfort enough.
Maybe
not!
At
least I can I-dentify it as...an
unknown fear.
